Independent schools
10 Oct 2008
Independent schools
Independent (Heaven Won't Have Me, Hell Is Afraid I'll Take Over) Art Poster Print - 24" X 36"
This poster shows a skeleton riding on a motorcycle. At the top it says "Heven Won't Have Me". At the bottom it says "Hell is Afraid I'll Take Over" and "Independent To the Grave'. This poster measures approx. 24" x 36" Being independent means not being dependent on something else. It also means being free from affiliation, or being autonomous and acting on one's own.
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This poster shows a skeleton riding on a motorcycle. At the top it says "Heven Won't Have Me". At the bottom it says "Hell is Afraid I'll Take Over" and "Independent To the Grave'. This poster measures approx. 24" x 36" Being independent means not being dependent on something else. It also means being free from affiliation, or being autonomous and acting on one's own.: You are looking at a great poster., It is perfect for framing or hanging on the wall -- and it makes a great gift., This poster measures approx. 24" x 36" and is perfect, unused, and rolled in a protective tube.
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Barack Obama - (Independents for Obama) Campaign Poster - 11 x 17
MovieGoods has Amazon's largest selection of movie and TV show memorabilia, including posters, film cells and more: tens of thousands of items to choose from. We also offer a full selection of framed posters. Customer satisfaction is always guaranteed when you buy from MovieGoods on Amazon.
: You are looking at a great poster., This poster measures approx. 11 x 17., Rolled and shipped in a sturdy tube., This poster is of Barack Obama (2008)
Company: Pop Culture Graphics
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MovieGoods has Amazon's largest selection of movie and TV show memorabilia, including posters, film cells and more: tens of thousands of items to choose from. We also offer a full selection of framed posters. Customer satisfaction is always guaranteed when you buy from MovieGoods on Amazon.: You are looking at a great poster., This poster measures approx. 11 x 17., Rolled and shipped in a sturdy tube., This poster is of Barack Obama (2008)
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Barack Obama - (Independents for Obama) Campaign Poster - 24 x 36
MovieGoods has Amazon's largest selection of movie and TV show memorabilia, including posters, film cells and more: tens of thousands of items to choose from. We also offer a full selection of framed posters. Customer satisfaction is always guaranteed when you buy from MovieGoods on Amazon.
: You are looking at a great poster., This poster measures approx. 24 x 36., Rolled and shipped in a sturdy tube., This poster is of Barack Obama (2008)
Company: Pop Culture Graphics
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MovieGoods has Amazon's largest selection of movie and TV show memorabilia, including posters, film cells and more: tens of thousands of items to choose from. We also offer a full selection of framed posters. Customer satisfaction is always guaranteed when you buy from MovieGoods on Amazon.: You are looking at a great poster., This poster measures approx. 24 x 36., Rolled and shipped in a sturdy tube., This poster is of Barack Obama (2008)
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Satan's School for Lust (Unrated)
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Color, NTSC
Company: E.I. Independent (2002-12-31)
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Company: E.I. Independent (2002-12-31)
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Becoming Independent Teaching Series (13 VHS Set)
1/ Basic Survival Skills - Making It Out The Door
2/ Budgeting and Handling Money
3/ Checking Accounts and Working With Banks
4/ Finding That First Apartment
5/ First Wardrobe - Buying Clothes Without Getting Fleeced
6/ Menu Planning For Fast Food Addicts
7/ Love The First Time Around
8/ Your First Interview
9/ Your First Job
10/ Skills For Food Shopping
ADDITIONAL TITLES IN THIS SET:
11/ Insurance Basics (It'll Never Happen To Me)
12/ Introduction To Kitchen Safety - Disasters Waiting To Happen
13/ Credit Card Basics - Play Now Pay Forever.
Great Teaching and Parenting Resource Set.
VHS Tape: NTSC, Color, Box set, VHSOriginal 10 VHS titles plus 3 later releases, Color footage and graphics keep tempo upbeat and entertaining, Each VHS approximately 15-20 minutes, Stand alone, or use as part of a series, Mid Teens to Adult
Company: The Princess Company/The School Co.
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VHS Tape: NTSC, Color, Box set, VHSOriginal 10 VHS titles plus 3 later releases, Color footage and graphics keep tempo upbeat and entertaining, Each VHS approximately 15-20 minutes, Stand alone, or use as part of a series, Mid Teens to Adult
Company: The Princess Company/The School Co.
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Nearing Grace
A coming-of-age independent feature film set in late 1970s NEARING GRACE follows high school senior Henry Nearing (Gregory Smith). Nearing has to cope with the death of his mother and is also forced to come to terms with evolving from a self-absorbed and confused adolescent to accepting the responsibilities of early adulthood. Unfortunately his father Shep (David Morse) and his older brother Blair (David Moscow) don t offer any kind of guidance and find themselves detaching at the seams. His father quits his teaching job buys a motorcycle and becomes a perpetual drunk while his brother takes off to live as a transient doper. To make things even more complicated Henry has two young women on his mind: the sexy wealthy and very popular Grace (Jordana Brewster) and childhood friend Merna (Ashley Johnson)--one drives him crazy the other keeps him sane.Based on the novel of the same name by Scott Somer NEARING GRACE at times seems to vicariously live through some of the more memorable moments of its coming-of-age predecessors SOME KIND OF WONDERFUL (1987) and GARDEN STATE (2004). Once the haze of constant pot-smoking clears the characters are relatable and in some instances the scenes are quite heartfelt although the film isn t much of a stretch for Smith who is well-known as teen-angst extraordinaire Ephram Brown in the television drama EVERWOOD. But it s Smith's co-stars Brewster (THE FAST AND THE FURIOUS) Johnson (FAST FOOD NATION) and Morse (DOWN IN THE VALLEY PROOF OF LIFE) that deliver the emotional leverage needed to expose Henry s pain. Genre: COMEDY UPC: 883476000640 Manufacturer No: FI0064DVD
Director: Rick Rosenthal
DVD: Color, DVD-Video, Widescreen, NTSC
Company: First Independent (2007-10-23)
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A coming-of-age independent feature film set in late 1970s NEARING GRACE follows high school senior Henry Nearing (Gregory Smith). Nearing has to cope with the death of his mother and is also forced to come to terms with evolving from a self-absorbed and confused adolescent to accepting the responsibilities of early adulthood. Unfortunately his father Shep (David Morse) and his older brother Blair (David Moscow) don t offer any kind of guidance and find themselves detaching at the seams. His father quits his teaching job buys a motorcycle and becomes a perpetual drunk while his brother takes off to live as a transient doper. To make things even more complicated Henry has two young women on his mind: the sexy wealthy and very popular Grace (Jordana Brewster) and childhood friend Merna (Ashley Johnson)--one drives him crazy the other keeps him sane.Based on the novel of the same name by Scott Somer NEARING GRACE at times seems to vicariously live through some of the more memorable moments of its coming-of-age predecessors SOME KIND OF WONDERFUL (1987) and GARDEN STATE (2004). Once the haze of constant pot-smoking clears the characters are relatable and in some instances the scenes are quite heartfelt although the film isn t much of a stretch for Smith who is well-known as teen-angst extraordinaire Ephram Brown in the television drama EVERWOOD. But it s Smith's co-stars Brewster (THE FAST AND THE FURIOUS) Johnson (FAST FOOD NATION) and Morse (DOWN IN THE VALLEY PROOF OF LIFE) that deliver the emotional leverage needed to expose Henry s pain. Genre: COMEDY UPC: 883476000640 Manufacturer No: FI0064DVDDirector: Rick Rosenthal
DVD: Color, DVD-Video, Widescreen, NTSC
Company: First Independent (2007-10-23)
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OT:OUR TOWN. A Famous American Play in an Infamous American Town
Dominguez high in the infamous compton ca has not produced a play in over twenty years. With no money and no stage two teachers and twenty-four students attempt to produce thornton wilders american classic our town. Studio: Repnet Llc Release Date: 02/25/2005 Run time: 76 minutes
Director: Scott Hamilton Kennedy
DVD: Color, DVD-Video, NTSC
Company: Film Movement (2003) (2005-01-01)
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Dominguez high in the infamous compton ca has not produced a play in over twenty years. With no money and no stage two teachers and twenty-four students attempt to produce thornton wilders american classic our town. Studio: Repnet Llc Release Date: 02/25/2005 Run time: 76 minutesDirector: Scott Hamilton Kennedy
DVD: Color, DVD-Video, NTSC
Company: Film Movement (2003) (2005-01-01)
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The Magic of Martial Arts
Director:
Marsha Scarbrough
DVD: Color, NTSC
Company: Independent (2003-10-01)
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Director:
Marsha Scarbrough
DVD: Color, NTSC
Company: Independent (2003-10-01)
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Attainment's Out! Making Schools Safe for Gay Teens
Attainment's Out! Making Schools Safe for Gay Teens Out! Making Schools Safe for Gay Teens Gay students are coming out at earlier ages, sometimes even before high school. This can cause friction with other teens who are dealing with their own emerging sexual identities and can make school and unsafe place for everyone. And yet, safe schools and equal treatment of all students aren't just worthy causes, they're mandated laws that are enforced. Out! helps administration and staff make schools safe through sensitizing teachers and teens, gay as well as straight, about these issues, and offers suggestions for combating homophobia. It features candid interviews with gay teens who discuss their families and friends, the harassment they have faced at school and how they've handled it. It also addresses the value of gay-straight alliances and the need for adequate support structures in schools. Designed to be viewed and discussed by gay and straight students. Student version runs 26 minutes. Includes a 42-minute staff version as a special DVD feature. Total running time: 68 minutes. New version 2008. Silver Medal winner, New York International Film Festival.
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Attainment's Out! Making Schools Safe for Gay Teens Out! Making Schools Safe for Gay Teens Gay students are coming out at earlier ages, sometimes even before high school. This can cause friction with other teens who are dealing with their own emerging sexual identities and can make school and unsafe place for everyone. And yet, safe schools and equal treatment of all students aren't just worthy causes, they're mandated laws that are enforced. Out! helps administration and staff make schools safe through sensitizing teachers and teens, gay as well as straight, about these issues, and offers suggestions for combating homophobia. It features candid interviews with gay teens who discuss their families and friends, the harassment they have faced at school and how they've handled it. It also addresses the value of gay-straight alliances and the need for adequate support structures in schools. Designed to be viewed and discussed by gay and straight students. Student version runs 26 minutes. Includes a 42-minute staff version as a special DVD feature. Total running time: 68 minutes. New version 2008. Silver Medal winner, New York International Film Festival.Health and Beauty:
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Disabled Equipment First Class School Chair
Disabled Equipment First Class School Chair simplifies the use of chairs for multiple children in schools and clinics. This schoolhouse chair features adjustable seat that helps us to change the height and depth with a 15 degree anterior or posterior tilt. The height and width of the armrests are also adjustable. First Class School Chair includes adjustable pelvic seat belt to help maintain proper hip position. The positioning chair is designed to assure good seating posture. School Chairs is an ideal disabled equipment for physically challenged children with mild to moderate involvement in the classroom, clinic or at home and thus a useful independent living product. Multiple adjustments and accessories of First Class School Chair meet the needs of each child as they grow and develop. The school seating chair is comfortable, attractive and adjustable.
Health and Beauty: Seat is adjustable in height and depth with a 15 degree anterior or posterior tilt., Armrest is adjustable in height and width., Adjustable Pelvic Belt of First Class School Chair helps maintain proper hip position., The school house chair is very attractive and adjustable., First Class School Chair comes with a 2 year limited warranty.
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Disabled Equipment First Class School Chair simplifies the use of chairs for multiple children in schools and clinics. This schoolhouse chair features adjustable seat that helps us to change the height and depth with a 15 degree anterior or posterior tilt. The height and width of the armrests are also adjustable. First Class School Chair includes adjustable pelvic seat belt to help maintain proper hip position. The positioning chair is designed to assure good seating posture. School Chairs is an ideal disabled equipment for physically challenged children with mild to moderate involvement in the classroom, clinic or at home and thus a useful independent living product. Multiple adjustments and accessories of First Class School Chair meet the needs of each child as they grow and develop. The school seating chair is comfortable, attractive and adjustable.Health and Beauty: Seat is adjustable in height and depth with a 15 degree anterior or posterior tilt., Armrest is adjustable in height and width., Adjustable Pelvic Belt of First Class School Chair helps maintain proper hip position., The school house chair is very attractive and adjustable., First Class School Chair comes with a 2 year limited warranty.
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NAIS - National Association of Independent Schools
Education association with resources for private independent schools (teacher recruitment, curriculum, fund raising, professional development, enrollment, tuition, financial aid ... (more...)
Independent school - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
An independent school is a school which is not dependent upon national or local government for financing its operation and is instead operated by tuition charges, gifts, and in ... (more...)
St. Louis Independent Schools St. Louis Missouri Private Schools Saint ...
Independent Schools of St. Louis represents 46 of St. Louis most highly acclaimed private schools. Our St. Louis Missouri independent schools offer a wide range of diverse ... (more...)
The Independent School
The Independent School is a private, independent, co-educational college preparatory school, which serves the needs of a wide variety of diverse students from pre-kindergarten ... (more...)
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The Independent Schools Directory
The ISD (independentschools.com) is the global independent schools directory with 36,000+ individual school listings worldwide and more than 2 million visitors per year. (more...)
Independent Private Schools, Independent Private Education ? ISC
The official website for independent private schools in the UK belonging to the Independent Schools Joint Council. (more...)
Chicago-Area Independent Schools
This site lists specific information about 34 of the finest independent schools in the Chicago area. In reading about them, you will learn that each school has a unique mission, an ... (more...)
Independent school (UK) - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
An independent school in the United Kingdom is a school financed by private sources, predominantly in the form of school fees and charitable endowments; and so not subject to the ... (more...)
Independent Schools Employment
For Job Seekers: For Employers: Information : Welcome to the Independent Schools Employment web site. (more...)
Plano Independent School District ? Plano, Texas
PreK-12th grade. Plano, Texas. Includes contact information, links to each campus, resources, and services. (more...)
Open Question: should I move out of my parents' house?
I will be turning 26 in 3 months and I still live with my parents and my 2 annoying, freeloading younger siblings (ages 21 & 23) who don't work and don't seem interested in finishing school.
My father was very controlling when i was growing up. I always felt like he watched my every move. Because of this, I always stayed home & never had much of a social life. He kinda relaxed a little bit as I became more financially independent.
I feel like being on my own will improve my social life but right now I'm helping my parents pay the bills since my father has recently gone back to school so he can get a better Job. I love my parents & I like to help them but I won't be able to continue helping them as much if I move out. Also, I don't have a lot of friends & I'm worried that i'll get lonely if I'm on my own. what do you think I should do?
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Open Question: Need help with girl names?
Okay so I need character names...
the story is about high school kids growing up and learning. yeah I know its been done before, but im kind of basing it off of people I know.
I need help with two characters names.
the first girl is an all-american girl. she is in her senior year and she wants to be a nurse. she is kind of naive and rarely ever gets in trouble. a good girl and very respectful to everyone. she is not the type to start drama. she was born to a 16 year old single mother and they are very close. her mother wanted to give her a meaningful name that most wouldn't have. she is kind of a cross between rory from gilmore girls and haley from one tree hill.
the second character is quite the opposite. she is very independent, outspoken, boy crazy, rich and a little conceited. she also likes to rebel. but she is a top student. she is kind of a feminist. she believes if a boy can do it, so can a girl. and she does just that. kind of like a young version of samantha from sex and the city, but i dont want to use that name. but she has a very good heart and
oh the first character is average height, about 5'4 and the hour glass figure. she has long, light brown hair and green eyes and olive skin
the second girl is about 5"6 average body shape with medium brown hair and brown eyes and fair skin
Thank you!
here is what I have so far Iin order from whcih ones I like the most)
character 1
Alaina
Charlotte
Hannah
Leah
Jessica
Brianna
Marissa
Kelsey
Carly
Natalie
Katie
character 2
Lacey
Blair
Bree
Andrea
Megan
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Open Question: I need help decoding my dream?
Last night I had a dream that was a lot more vivid than the ones I usually have.
In the dream my best friend (who is currently 17) and her boyfriend of the same age had decided to get married, it was the day of the wedding and they had not planned anything so I offered to organise everything for her. I searched the giant communal house we were living in in the dream, and found a number of accessories etc, I had also decided that the colour scheme would be white blue and black (does this have any significance?). After all of this I still was unable to find a wedding dress for my friend, I asked everyone in the house but was unable to find anything, even offering to spend all my pay on purchasing one for her. I then swam to the house of a family I seemed to know very well and complained, as well as suggesting that the father, who was very similar to my own father, and later 'morphed' into my father, would drive me around the main roads asking shops if we could borrow any white dress they might have. We were unsuccessful with this pursuit, so we slowly drove to a park that the members of my school were located at. My school is a small and independent so it was reasonable that all the students were able to fit inside a small playground. The drive to the school was almost constantly interrupted by traffic jams. Along the way we noticed a ginger cat that had been trailing or walking in front of us for the whole ride and I picked it up for a moment until I thought it was getting too affectionate then put it back down. When we arrived at the park, I asked one of my friends if she had a white dress, which I recalled her having, she replied that she did but it would be too difficult to acquire for me as she was getting a lift with a boy from school who in the real world she is sleeping with. I then went to a slide and was sitting on it watching two of the recently graduated students pretend they were suave to impress some unknown girls. As I was sitting on the slide, or the bars, my crush came up to me and wrapped his legs around me, he then started playing with my hair and being very touchy feely. I had the feeling that he was going to ask me out. We both got up and he rolled away in the same position he was seated in. He isn't like this at all so it was quite unusual. After this a whole school meeting was called which I assumed was for me to ask about a dress. I began yelling out loud about it, but was continually ignored or talked over. Every now and then a teacher from my school would quiet everyone down and ask them to let me speak, however whenever I began to speak she changed the subject or talked over me. On one of these occasions she stopped me to let another student hand out cake and spanish donuts to everybody. After this I woke up.
It would be fantastic if someone would be able to help me understand this dream. I rarely have dreams that I remember so completely or that are so vivid, and I would like to find some meaning to it. Thankyou in advance!
My crush is not actually my boyfriend.
I would just like to say that the main focus of the dream was on the dress I was trying to find for my friend, and the panic in trying to find that. I would like an interpretation for all parts of the dream but the person that I like is not the focus.
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Open Question: all middle schoolers?
ok, my mom is a bitch and wont let me do indepentent studie cause she thinks im not trying, and i AM!
I hate her so fucking much its not even funny.
She does anything thats possible to make me feel like shit, so the least she could do is help me and do independent studie.
Does anyone else have this problem?
Where you arn't good at school(math)(larts) and parents dont think ur trying but you are?
Help me so i can prove im not the only one.
Thank you.
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Open Question: an idea for the bcs...?
heres an idea...it seems as if the ncaa is gonna sit back and let the bcs destroy college football. the truth is, that the ncaa doesnt even honor a national champion in fbs football. so this is what i was thinking...let the money grubbing bcs take its 6 conferences, and no longer claim themselves as ncaa. let them set their own eligibility and recruiting rules, and let them be completely independent. let the non-bcs schools join the fcs subdivision and become ncaa division I football. true football fans would enjoy more competitive football with an actual "decide it on the field" playoff system, and the bcs would remain intact, and continue to destroy college football. anyone else agree with this system
glen b: thats the best possible solution, but its obviously not goin to happen. too much money is involved in the bcs
mickey: the bcs computers are determined by some formula that takes all of those polls into consideration. im for a playoff system, dont get me wrong, but im completely against eliminating 53 teams from competing for the nat'l championship right off the bat. let the national championship be determined by playoffs
mickey: the bcs computers are determined by some formula that takes all of those polls into consideration. im for a playoff system, dont get me wrong, but im completely against eliminating 53 teams from competing for the nat'l championship right off the bat. let the national championship be determined by playoffs
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Open Question: Robert Fisk: Why do they hate the West so much, we will ask?
So once again, Israel has opened the gates of hell to the Palestinians. Forty civilian refugees dead in a United Nations school, three more in another. Not bad for a night's work in Gaza by the army that believes in "purity of arms". But why should we be surprised?
Have we forgotten the 17,500 dead ? almost all civilians, most of them children and women ? in Israel's 1982 invasion of Lebanon; the 1,700 Palestinian civilian dead in the Sabra-Chatila massacre; the 1996 Qana massacre of 106 Lebanese civilian refugees, more than half of them children, at a UN base; the massacre of the Marwahin refugees who were ordered from their homes by the Israelis in 2006 then slaughtered by an Israeli helicopter crew; the 1,000 dead of that same 2006 bombardment and Lebanese invasion, almost all of them civilians?
CLICK HERE TO SEE TH TRUTH
http://www.independent.co.uk/opinion/commentators/fisk/robert-fisk-why-do-they-hate-the-west-so-much-we-will-ask-1230046.html
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Open Question: I want a divorce but he doesnt.... UGH!!!!!!?
My husband and I have been married for almost four years and the last three years have been complete and utter hell for me.
When we first got together, I had a good job... I was independent. I had one kid from a previous relationship that I (was thankfully was smart enough) ended because the dude was a drug addicted loser.
One of our mutual friends introduced us and when I met him I remember not really being that impressed. I mean, the way I grew up travelling all across the country with my mom from one man to another kind of gave me a different perspective of what I wanted in a partner than most girls.
My husband is the kind of guy a girl is supposed to find and marry. He is responsible, mature--- the strong and silent type. But, he had just gotten out of a really nasty divorce when we met. He lied and told me the divorce was over a year before we met... but it turns out they had only seperated a year before we met and the divorce and -actual- seperation happened only a month before we met. :(
Well, his ex-wife had cheated on him and left him for a dentist that made a lot more money. Her and the dentist got married right away and I think that he married me for revenge.
I was young, pretty, thin and stupidly happy and independent when we married... and then his mom, my mom and him all ganged up on me to convince me to have his child. I got pregnant and had a miscarriage the first time. The second time I got pregnant the doctor put me on bed rest and I had to quit my job.
My husband had credit cards he wouldnt tell me about. He wouldnt pay MY bills so now my credit is ruined. He made me feel like a big leech for living with him and not "working." We would fight about it at least twice a day, but basically it just boiled down to him resenting me because I was useless.
I was only two months along, it was my birthday and then Christmas when I asked him to come upstairs and be with me intimately... only to find out later that he had stayed up all night on porn. Both nights. When we got our cable bill for that month it turned out he had blew a couple hundred bucks on porn... and the month before and the month following were another 600 down the drain.
I was so hurt. I felt rejected.
Well, the real kicker was when I was four months along he made me have my own room. He refused to sleep with me and told me some BS thing about not wanting to hurt the baby... three months later I was cleaning his room and looked under the bed for laundry and found a box... a huge box... full of naked pictures of him and his ex-wife together. :(
It goes on and on... but basically over three years he did so much hateful, hurtful stuff to me that I just cant let it go. I used to beg him night and day to turn the tv off and just talk to me. Spend time with me. Sleep with me. I would cry and demand and plead...
Then one day it just stopped. I woke up one day and realized I didnt love him anymore and I hated this needy, dependent, fat girl that I had let myself become.
Now that Ive lost a lot of weight and Im almost back to me he is suddenly interested again... but the thing is, he didnt lose interest when I started gaining weight... that happened before I even started showing. I am finally getting myself back and I realized I dont want to be with him anymore.
See... I was molested as a kid. My dad used to come into my room with the lights off and he would climb on me and do his thing. He told me not to talk or move and I basically just closed my eyes and waited it out. My husband has erectile problems.. he cant seem to prevent himself from orgasming for more than two minutes... so he tries to make it last by me just laying there and being quiet in the dark. I hate myself when its over. I cut myself. I cry. I hate him.
He makes me feel guilty for not wanting him. He took us to a psychologist that told me I was right for feeling the way that I do... but that I needed to "make the decision to love your husband again."
Im so tired of it. We have two kids and I have no job. I am dependent on him completely. He moved me away from all of my friends and family so I have no support system here. Ive told him I want to go to school so that I can be a capable mother and then he and I need to split (after we figure out what to do with our joined bills and stuff).
Is that fair? Is it reasonable? Why is everyone trying to force me to stay with him? Should I try harder?
I cant seem to make myself let it go. I dont want to let it go. I resent him a lot. Somedays I hate him so much that just talking to him has me irritated and stressed out.
Gaaaaaaaah. What should I do?!?
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Open Question: Why does my College Application Essay SUCK?
it's disoriented but it can't be that bad? someone give me feedback? please?
Zhen Zhong
I often stock myself up with books and movies on a rainy day. They provide an escape to my conscience and keep it busy. However in no means are they ?dream worlds? I slip into when the cold hard world is too much to take. Facing up to one?s problems is the best way to avoid regret and the best way to provide faster release. I always have my own back and a good grasp of reality.
I?m quite content with myself and where I am in life. I have a great family, a consoling home, and unswerving friends. I enjoy hanging out and shopping as much as reading and writing. My favorite class in school is Gymnastics where I can loosen up and concentrate on the winning goal. I love my part time job as a coffee Barista for Starbucks, it often reminds me that I am independent and can survive outside of my parent?s allowances.
I believe in reason and logic and tradition. I am swollen with pride of who I am. Loosing is never an option I would choose. I try my best to achieve my goal and never let small adversities stand in the way. I am determined because I have motivation. I always have motivation because I have pride and love competition. I don?t deem I will ever loose, and simply repudiate and loath loosing.
Playing the violin is both a hobby and an artistic expression; During school I was awarded many orchestra excellence certificates and was in the String Ensemble, National Music Honor's Society: Tri-M and passed the level 6 New York NYSSMA with an A+ with the piece "Hoe Down" by Copland. Aside from my musical accomplishments, I was awarded with Principle?s List and Honor?s Roll certificates. I was in the Mu-Alpha Beta National Math Honor?s Society and the National Honor?s Society.
I love the arts, including acting, plays, theater, movies, TV, poetry, stories, fine art, domestic art, modern art, and every other art out there. To put it short, I enjoy the finer things in life. To not have the finer things in life is to not have pleasure and therefore I am determine to be and do the best that I can, provided that I am blessed to have the education and needs that I have.
My parent?s have always been an inspiration. Over the years, they?ve managed to own a expensive house in Long Island, (being immigrants themselves and speaking poor English at first) and support a family of 5 with very few times where the wants and needs aren?t met. They have always been there for me and I know I can always count on them.
These days, I?m looking for answers to questions. I love learning and learning about what I love. My main goal though is to be wise and knowledgeable. I am fascinated with myself and what I am made up of -why my body and mind functions the way they do. For that reason, the biologic and health fields has a great allure. I believe learning is valuable and beneficial both physically and spiritually. It?s a win-win situation.
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Open Question: Need good topic for Independent Research Study!?
Its that time of School year again... another project. I need a good topic in about...Oh, by next Tuesday. Think you can help?
I need a topic LOADED with FACT, and "no ghosts, myth..."(blah blah blah.)
I really really need help. I have about 2 topics for an Idea, both really stupid.
Please, no diseases or disorders!
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Open Question: I need help on my homework?
what is an independent clause ?
i missed school yesturday & i dont quite understand what it is.. help please (:
thanks that helpedd [: & it was fastt XD
ohhh, but is it an independent sent. if it has a conjunction ?
for example: Yoko's aunt lives in california, and her uncle lives in Arizona .
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